Afterwards

”Friendship can turn to love
but love can never be friendship again”
A friend of mine asked me
what I had to say about those old wise words
I told him that the words were stupid
but I’ve started to doubt

So tell me why, tell me why
Explain this cold hard silence
Why can’t we talk like before
Explain this wordless violence

There’s no way out
there’s no way back
There’s no way out of this
there’s no way out at all

Together I closed my eyes
so I didn’t discover the bad things about you
Afterwards I find them
and I may not any longer feel for you
We didn’t want it to come to this
but there’s no return

We struggle and fight, against the night
but this is what I’m minding
Friendship should be natural
this falsehood is to blinding