The first judgement

Det bästa sättet att dämpa tentaångest är nog att lägga tiden på att göra en låt istället för att plugga.

My cup of coffee
is colder than the fear
burning inside of me.
I try to study
saying I’m learning for life
is just hypocrisy.

Will I stand the test?
Will I fall with the rest?


This screaming anguish
that tears me apart
so smoothly and silently
is not less harmful
than ice-cold facts and proofs
crushing so violently.

I blame my instincts
they make me calm down
and take it unseriously.
Forceless to action
I feel my chance to repair
slipping away from me.

The first judgement
is fundamental
for my future
for my fortune.